Or not. Often I want a “this is how you do it” to save myself from doing wrong. I love manuals. They tell me what I need to do to do things right. I am happy to do things right! I like the satisfaction of doing just the right thing! … I think you get it.
But because of this I feel I need a blabla place where there is no need to do things right. And to let things find balance. So for me my “arty party doing” will now be my place for no rules! Ooo, I love Arty Party! <3
Went to an amazing workshop about numerology last weekend. It was my birthday present❤
It was quite impressive how much information you can get just by looking at someone’s birthday numbers! I found some good truthes about myself.
Like I have a hard time sharing my feelings and life. And that I like everything to be perfect so I sit in my little bubble and makes GREAT things and never shows it to the world because it’s not perfect.
So why do I keep working on this blog when most of my time I am trying to censor the truth and make it come out in a smooth and easy way for everyone involved? This makes this blog not more than a piece of shit dressed like a pink pony. What’s the use of that?!
At the workshop there was a lot of people who were likeminded. And there and then I found myself in a new light. I felt so strong! So true! This was who I am and I was amazing!
So instead of going in to my bubble again, protecting me from the world outside, I will be who I feel good to be❤
If you only want to have the art part of me I suggest you go to my Facebook page, Hanna Samanc Melin. There is so much more to making art than a paper and pen.
Be true to your self❤
A little mermaid after breakfast.
Have a great day❤
This blog is going through some changes in a few weeks. So I will take time to focus on visiting the studio and spend some more time with paper and pen. I am an artist and making art is my passion. Maybe blogging isn’t for me? Maybe I should spend my time on other things… I’ll give it a good thought. And until then <3 Take care!
Last days of summer.
Listening to what the tree had to say about life made living so much easier.
Making up stories about Lilly the chicken with Mira. Had a great time last summer watching Lilly and her brothes and sisters finding their place in the hen house. Mira helped me name them and she had an amazing storie to tell❤
Why do I do this to myself?
Well if something is so hard to quit, there must be something really good on the other side!
Today, a week after my last cup of coffee I can start to believe that there is something more to life than coffee. Exept for 07.20, 17.00 and 20.00. This is when I just focus on surviving. No surprise, this is my inner coffee clock. This is when I become a Monster.
But I will keep on this journey to find the long lost life of noXcoffee and I will share my discoveries with you❤ By the way…This brain does not work quite right yet.
Have you ever used yourself as a lab-rat? Or what experiment would you like to try on yourself?
Leaving coffee and sugar behind. My PMS is telling me -DO IT!! DO IT!!!
It must have so much fun watching me doing this … But I want to see whats on the other side so I will go and give it a try..or two!
The kids are watching Ninjago and the ninjas are talking about what they have to do to reach their full potential. At the same time I’m sitting att my work desk or as you call it in most homes ‘kitchen table’.
I’m playing around with my Pigment markers doing a little portrait. And as I choose the colours I hear a little voice in my head telling me to not go for the bright shades. And that’s when I realize…
She is telling me to start planning for a good palette of colors befor I start. She also thinks I need to do something else than another face. And not to be so much… Hanna!
She prefers me to be more like other people.
But I know she is my inner Critic so I try to ignore her. My inner Artist is a much better painter than she will ever be. And I’m much better at beeing Hanna than I am at beeing You my dear reader! Even if I think you are a lovely person and I’m sure you have characteristics I would benefit from having!!! But this is the way I was made and with this I will see what I will become!
So maybe that the day I stop listen to Miss Bullshit I will reach my full potential and become a NINJA! or a NINJA ARTIST!!
❤
Miss Bullshit.
